the start of a new year.

hmm. posting that blog on my myspace made me want to start something here.

the new year is finally starting, and i'm so looking forward to it.

leaving a bunch of drama behind, and starting a bunch of new memories.

isn't it funny how people can change into exactly what you hoped they wouldn't?

it's kind of sad, when there's nothing you can really do about it. it's so hard to explain, but it hurts terribly, and it's really upsetting watching them totally head down the wrong road. i know that they're better than that, & we've tried to help them again and again. but it's alright, don't listen to me. you're too cool for that, don't you think?

i guess that's what a big part of this year was, realizing how much people can change and trying to go on without them.

i feel terrible watching them go, but that's their decision. i've done all that i can, and hopefully they can figure out what they're doing. cause from here, it doesn't look too promising.

at times i wish that we never became friends. you've totally dragged me down with you, and i don't want to have to deal with your problems anymore. as much as a miss how things used to be, i wonder what i'd be like if we were never introduced.

the best part, is that you don't care. i wish i could say the same.

but at the same time, i'm glad we became friends.

now i know how to handle these kinds of things.

i wish we didn't have to say goodbye, but i guess it was for the best.

that's all for now.

always; andrea.